Right now I feel like my whole life is consumed by revision, assignment writing, portfolio work, personal development planning and placement, but if I'm really honest I wouldn't have it any other way. I may sometimes be a little peeved that I have to be diplomatic with my free time and turn down offers of plans here and there, but I know that what I'm doing is contributing to the rest of my life. So I love it!
I'm currently writing my second assignment, revising for my third - and biggest - exam and awaiting my results from my first nursing assignment. Of course I'm not wholly confident, who ever is with this kind of thing? But what I do have is faith in myself, that even if I don't pass this time, I can pass on re-submission. I hope it doesn't come to that as it would be disheartening for that to happen in my first assignment but it might. That's just a fact. Wish me luck! I'm loving the feeling that I am doing something with my life. I couldn't do nothing with my life. I'm not in any way saying that those who don't pursue a particular career or go to university have nothing, but that just isn't right for me.
Slowly but surely I'm realising that my organisation skills leave a lot to be desired, they arent the worst they could be but they certainly aren't the best. I'm trying. I have this idea that when an exam comes up I'll create a time table of revision time and free time and stick to it very strictly. But for any exam I've ever sat that has always been my plan and it has never materialised. I think it's time to force myself to be organised, nobody is going to do it for me.
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